-observational notes taken during yesterday's physical checkup-

02/06/2023

I should be failing more often during measurements of physiological things.

I feel my respiration is clearer (as detected by the stethoscope) than it should be.

my sensibilities are under control, but I decide to keep my mouth shut about this.

he wants me to squeeze his hand so I do.

I squeeze to the point where I'm transported to the carnival booth squeezing for a prize.

my hand grips with force, but the force required to grip with this kind of physical zeal

knocks the ever-lovin' crap outta me. I decide to keep my mouth shut about this.

his preference is to assist in keeping me alive for another 5 years which is commendable.

my concern is that the mechanism which drives his office will not change its utilitarian attitude during that time.