my son is reading “Howl”
with eyes framed in wings.
outside, people are walking across the sidewalks
specifically prepared for them to do so.
I know that countless stars
are hidden behind one of their kind.
I’m impatient.
I want the imagery to appear
before I start to mark the page.
this got me into trouble in New Bedford.
New Bedford an old salt
who went down to the sea in ships.
this to make oil
to make perfumes
to smear the nightly interiors
in a brushed-earth glaze
and to grease its industry.
all these things from blubber.
my heart breaks at the closing door.
my fear is being among the same sort of souls;
blanched-grey, all of the same mind and
suffering the same way without name tags.
they call this Heaven, once known as the back
bench-seats of limitless two-door sedans.
––my son has left Carl Solomon to his dust
and has moved to the Footnote.