Friday, May 29, 2026

                     Ramblin’ Billy

I’m sleeping without dreaming and then

I’m awake and the roses smell lemony.

not like real lemons but lemon-scented.

it sprays on and leaves a film of itself

and wiped-off there’s an artificial

scent of lemons.

the wood it leaves behind has a false face.

it looks like something I’d skate upon.

but I can’t skate. I’ve never tried.

lace-up high-tops with long, looping laces

and at the bottom, fierce metal blades are attached.

who would take the time to think of such a thing?

let’s just wake the fuck-up in the morning,

drink a cup and head to the ballpark.

let’s play the game. let’s get dirty. let’s slide

into second under the tag and let’s be safe every time.







 

Tuesday, May 26, 2026

                    my inflatable punching gizmo

there were a few.

I don’t recall

what each represented.

maybe

a Joe Palooka lookalike

maybe

a robber with a gun

maybe

a priest.. but

what I do recall

is whenever

I punched it

it glided downward

but rose again

like the Nazarene

or pork-belly commodities or

a mid-eastern war.








Thursday, May 21, 2026

                   things I cannot do or will-not do because I cannot do

1.

In Dylan Thomas’ “the Poems of..”

the “Prologue” sets the motive.

through three full pages (of small typeface)

he rhymes the last word of the first line

with the last word of the last line, then

the last word of the second line

to the last word of the next to last line and so on

until both rhyming words meet in the middle.

I cannot do that.

2.

while leafing through the big, glossy-

colored Phaedon, David Loeffler Smith said:

“We see in Piero,…”  I don’t recall the rest.

I probably wouldn’t have seen it anyway.

who's to say? maybe I still wouldn't.

3.

many people find the unnecessary complexities

of Rube Goldberg’s apparatuses amusing,

where I find them to be how things actually work.

4.

there are those who, "do not go gentle into that good night"

and that tops the list of things I also will not do.







  

Tuesday, May 19, 2026

operator?


good morning. I’d like to speak to God.

yes. I can hold....

hello?

I’m on hold for God.

no. not that one.

not that one either.

no. the other one.

which number do I press

for the God who won’t

show up at the children’s wing.

well, that’s the one I want.

no. not the magician.

no. not the one who hates

people that make change.

my niece is a cashier at the

Stop & Shop and she’s fine.

I want the one who

laid down the rules

who kills everybody

the one who’s murdered

everything that ever existed.

that’s the one I want to speak to.

yep. I can leave a message.

tell him to show his fuckin’

hairy-ass face in the children's wing!










 

Saturday, May 16, 2026

                   

tonight I'm considering stars as they continue

to change their shapes with the passage of time;

not about the war in the middle east or

hungry children in central Africa or

what Mort Sahl would have said about Donald Trump...

but of what the stars will look like

one hundred thousand years from now.

(although the pictures they make tonight make little sense

without connecting lines drawn by man to define the imagery)

to quote an old, regional poem-writer: "a sky full of stars

and I still can't make out the pictures"... a line which won't

change its attitude in my lifetime. 

in one hundred thousand years the "Big Dipper"

will be bent out of shape. it’ll look arthritic.

in common application it'll be useless for delivering

tomato sauce to the cosmic linguine.


my God! what’ll the kids say when the "Big Dipper" can no longer

hold its goods and even my ash has blown free of the Earth?










 

Wednesday, May 13, 2026

 current status


there's a pleasantness

to the outside this morning

but I'm inside by preference.

certain things occupy my mind

including a simply diagnosed

but inconvenient rash on my arm

and the recurring pain of splashing water.

now I wonder:

is it a form of dreaded melancholia

in recalling past loves fondly?












 

Tuesday, May 12, 2026

                    Joe D’Elia was my father’s younger brother

a nighthawk barroom hopper.

fast walker. smooth talker. had his big toe

in the murky pool of Fall River politics at the entry level,

practitioner in hunting down street-wise women

who’d hunt him down right back.

had a steady girl. red-haired Rosie, cocktail waitress.

had a sleek automobile.

Cadillac de Ville which allowed him a roam-around attitude.

smoked Viceroy king size filter-tipped cigarettes

three packs a day.

let's remember Roseanne Marcucci.

well,–– Joe D'Elia was the guy who gave us a ride

to her junior prom in his Cadillac and never came back.

the place closed down after “good night sweetheart”.

a downpour. I was soaked through my tux.

Roseanne's skin was glazed like a strand of limp linguini

dipped in extra virgin olive oil.

the Route 6 motel was lit-up and flashing red across the highway.






  

 

the sighting


the virgin Mary

was under my bed formed by a clump of dust bunnies.

she looked younger than when seen tucked into

the half bathtub sunk into the soil in the backyard

near the grapevine’s succulent concords, purple and plump

on the vines overhead near the fence to the junkyard.

1954 was a good year for car wrecks.

the surviving chrome-plated hood ornaments of scantily clad women

winging their way forward from the hood's nub were a sacred find.

but the junkyard dog was a very cranky animal.

a good junkyard dog is always barking and growling like a lunatic.

another day and the dust bunnies under the bed changed their shape

to resemble auntie Alma, older sister to my father.

Alma, thick-legged with nylon stockings and spun-blonde

beehive hairdo, spray-fixed and perfumed like RAID crawling insect spray.

I'd daydream of Alma and under the late night sheets 

bypassing the virtues of the 14 year old "Mother of God".

I know. I know. I'm going to Hell in a hand-basket.


work on the ending!! (but the perceived value of certain imagery is measured on

a day-by-day basis. wouldn't you agree?)